Why?!?

Why does life matter?
Its not like anyone cares,
If I'm alive or dead,
Or if I con hurt.
Why, oh why am I alive,
If no one cares about me?
I'm unloved, hated, and better off dead.
No one would mind ME dying
Not a one! I'm just a fly on the wall,
No one cares but everyone swats at me.
Why was I.................. you know........?
Why is it me! Why me?
It's not fair!!! Lifes not fair...
God, if you're there, help me find you ,
Help me for a reason to keep living
I need help but dont want it,
And help me find a reason to keep living
I need help but don't want it,
And I need to feel loved but no one cares.
Why? Why? Why?
Why this and why that
Why so many questions
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

Comments

xXxTurtlezmexXx

This was written right before I tried to end my life one time. It was my cry out that everyone missed, everyone IGNORED.
Please, I beg of you to listen for these cries. We have lost so many teens to suicide, and I luckily survived. I beg of ya'll to listen and help others.

ray20132013

You are loved by God and God is everywhere. Don't give up

xXxTurtlezmexXx

yes, God is EVERYWHERE. I know that now. BUt we need to tell others more. I use to write poetry because I WANTED to die. I WANTED to end it all because I felt noone cared. Now I see that people do and it helped. Now I want to help others and maybe posting these will. I am going to put an explaination on each one as soon as I can.

xXxTurtlezmexXx

and I did get the one on this one.

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