Watch her go the magnificent who. Who is she really? I'm dying to know who will dry her eyes as she cries? Who does she see when she thinks of me? Who am I to feel this way? I don't deserve happiness I haven't earned something like this. Who would run to me? who would die for me? Who would cry for me? This has Been going on to long it's the repeat of the same old song I don't want it to be like this. My god my god who can I run to?!

Watch her go the magnificent what. What is she thinking ? what is she feeling ? What lies have her eyes told ? What is she keeping hidden behind that polished façade? For twelve years you've watched her, holding back tears as you mind your place don't let her see this look on your face. What am I thinking what am I feeling? I can't expect this to go anywhere so why do I even care? There is no escape for me here, no peace to be found no deliverance is near nor salvation around. Yet I find solace in your voice my restfulness comes with thoughts of you. My god my god what am I to do ?!

Where is her heart to whom does it belong? Where can I run where do I belong? Where is the way out. I don't want to live in this void. This is what I want what I know I can't have. You are the reason I scream, you are the reason I dream. Where is the end of the line where is the way out. I want off this ride. My god my god where is home?

When will this be over, when will I have peace? When will I stop thinking about you it does me no good, but what else can I do? When will you see that the best thing for you is me. When will I tell you about the lies my easy have told? Could I, should I? My god my god when will I know?

Why must I feel this pain, this shame? Why can't I be happy like I want me to be? Why me? My god my god why me?