Who I Am; Who I Want to Be
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When i close my eyes, i am not me.
On any night in particular i am someone else
When i close my eyes, i’m different than what you see
my name changes,
so does my hair color,
so does my height,
so does my confidence-
i often meet people i really do know;
in my alter-ego
Whether i know them from a distance
or whether i know their heart,
we meet
They see who i wish i was
and who i would like to be.
In these dreams i do things that i have always
wanted to do.
i speak the unspoken truth from a set of borrowed lips
i do not tremble in my word,
and people just love what i have to say
i feel steady and confident
when i am not actually me,
and things always work out for her
So, every night
i wish i was my other self
And i am, when i close my eyes
and drift away.
In my deepest unconsciousness,
in the heaviest of slumber;
i am somebody else.