Who am I?
What is a family?
Family is your building block
They are your foundation
When a foundation fails
You crumble
And my family failed
I crumbled
My dad cheated
And my family left
They went silent
They no longer spoke to me
Glares were thrown my way
I was shunned
They said I would fail
They said I would run
They said I would be a disappointment and a disgrace
But that didn't bring me down
It only drove me
My family left me
It's been 4 years and not one word
4 years without support
My foundation failed 4 years ago
And I crumbled with it
I am smart
I am funny
I am a good friend
But I ask myself am I good enough?
I learned to cover the sorrow, the pain and the doubt
By putting up a smile
I may appear happy on the outside
But I am losing sight of who I am
I smile and cover up by saying
I am smart
I am funny
I am a good friend
I laugh when I am with friends
But cry when I am alone
It's amazing what you can hide by smiling