The Where is he (?)

Where is he, the man I call dad (?)
Did he choose to leave his young son sad (?)
Where is he, I would like to know (?)
He was supposed to help me run, catch and throw.
Where is he, was it something I’ve done (?)
Was he not proud to say this is my son (?)
Where is he, did he not want to become a father (?)
And said “the hell with it, I won’t even bother” (?)
Where is he, did he not want to see me grow (?)
If he did where on earth did he go (?)
Where is he, where the hell is he (?)