I sit in a world

all alone

lost and confused

with nothing to call my own.

Sweating my past

as memories flood my head

i want to leave

because i have nothing to dread.

I think to myself

on how could i let this be?

Because i am smarter than I appear,

believe me.

I wanna move on

but I don't think I can

so I lye here questioning

where do I stand?