I holding back my felling try my best to not to let it show because you can't know about the tears I cry over you an know you won't know how many night I lose sleep over you how many drinks I down just to not fell down on you because your not around how my mind every night hits rewind over you no you can't know how much I still love you because the time I let it show you walk out the door leaving me here to die alone You'll remember me when, I gone maybe then you finally see that my only intention was to love you down and love you right and no I not perfect but I didn't deserve it you had me thinking something wrong with me you had me questioning myself but I never claim to be and angle an I never said I was the devil but the way you disappear on me had me thinking I did something wrong I never said I be an angle I never said I was the devil only a mere mortal and no I don't want to combat with you but damn maybe I should of should of show you some horn maybe I should of told you how bad I hurt I should of got right in your face and push you all around the place and then made love to you so sweet if you stay after defeated if you promise not to leave should have told you don't you dear timid don't get you know where being shy don't get you what you need you got to scream and kick your feet I did it your way I play your game and didn't realize it was a game untill I woke up no love letter no see you later no here my number no call me when you wake up no breakfast in bed no kiss before you leave just a cold bed eyes red, cold feet I'm out my head wonder if l am alive, am I dead I must be dead because you took my soul in my heart and left a shell in place an the mirror don't lair I try to wash it away but the hurt lingers on and my soul diminish with each song like do.you love do you hate me am I just a stranger in your bed do you do this with o
Any one you act like you know me like I didn't have to say a thing like you get it and you want the same let's just make love tonight and talk In the morning didn't want to push an oh boy I really miss you and I just wanna touch you to I thought that was the plan but I knew something wasn't right but I just let it slide because figure we would work it out all the detail in the morning with but now I am doing the walk of shame in my own place grab up my clothes pack my bags light a splift damn I need that shit pull off the sheet no sign of you just the scent of you on top of me it's like your a ghosted baby an I always thought talk was cheap but talk ain't cheap when it come to your heart I should have stood my ground a said my part an instead i let you take the lead didn't want to stress you only wanted to please you ease you show how much I need you that I won't ever leave you but I should of stood my grounds I should of said my part an if you walk out at least I still have my soul and my heart and know where you heart lay I wouldn't be felling this way long chain letter to you for me I gotta get this off my chest I just got to say my pieces but I keep come up with another thing and another thing before I leave emotion run deep when it come to you can't chose who your heart love