What I am
Sit down. Keep writing. Be silent. Raise your hand. Walk single-file.
Is this a prison sentence, or my education?
Oftentimes I can't tell the two apart
And teachers wonder why we're failing
But instead of checking on us
They force more work down our throats
I'm not lazy, we say
I'm trying, we say
We speak the truth but it's not good enough
Every day, another failure
Every day, another expectation disappointed
I know you're disappointed
I know I can try harder
I will try harder
I will push myself to the very limits
To make you proud
But then
I lose myself
I lost a piece of myself in my science book
I lost a piece of myself in my english essay
I lost a part of myself in my history project
I lost a part of myself in math equations
Until suddenly
I'm no longer who I was
Who am I?
A student, they say
That is what I am
I am only a student, and they are the teacher
I am inferior, they are superior
I am the submitter, they are the authority
So I set an example
I do what they ask
I stay silent
I walk single-file
I keep my head down
I raise my hand
I ask to stand
And no matter what
I keep writing