what He wants (what does he want?)
10:40pm
(10/12/2019)
are you sure that nothing’s growing ?
because my moods don swung
and you give me your science
but wanna throw dirt on my God
on who ?
i stepped back.
my brain’s wanting one thing,
but at the randomest times,
my brain will think of another reason.
and so many people said no
but if it’s blooming, i have no other choice but to love it
but not you.
never you.
but i can’t do that because that’s not what my God said.
and that’s not what He wants.
and right now,
i’m not even sure what i want.
do i want peace,
patience ?
i don’t know what i want other
than to not be feeling like my emotions are controlling me.
ion like the way i feel.