Your question is what does alcohol mean to me?
Im willing to risk my families sanity
Acting stupid drinking and driving with no regard for Humanity
what does alcohol mean to me?
not caring if my family begs me to stop drinking, holding my hand and crying a both knees
passed out with an empty bottle in my hand is where I wanna be
now what does alcohol mean to you?
disappointment and fear of things I have done and will continue to do
avoid parties at the house because getting too damn drunk is something I always do
Bow your head in shame as people laugh at me when I jump around acting like a fucking kangaroo
While my life is going to shit you ask how I can stay so calm
how can you sit there and smile sipping on the poison that's glued to your palm
my baby sister is crying JT if you keep drinking you're going to end up dead just like Mom
now if you ask me that same question today, what does alcohol mean to me?
I look at you & smile replace a word alcohol with sober, that's what the question should be
what does Being Sober mean to me?
I'm telling you me being sober is the only future I see
I don't want my kids growing up Aydenn telling Jack, yeah that's the kind of father I don't want to be
there are much more important things in life than that poison in a bottle
shit, now I'm sober I'm attacking life, pedal-to-the-metal full fucking throttle
I miss my mom I think about her everyday
best way to make her proud of me is being sober, I mean that's the only fucking way
me having a problem something I will no longer hide
thank you guys so much for the support and staying by my side
I'm sorry for the heartaches and worried nights.......I love you guys