What Do I Fear?
I lay here, shaking while tears stream down my face.
I can't seem to remember why I feel this way.
Is it time flying by or the love I never feel?
Is it the fear of making a mistake or the thought of not being true to myself?
What do I fear?
Why do I feel like this?
Is it this feeling of hurt or the thought of hurting someone?
Am I afraid of the things that are unexpected?
Is it the feeling of losing the ones I love?
The idea of never being able to speak?
Is the idea that I could lose everything in the blink of an eye?
What am I afraid of?
Is it the hopelessness I feel constantly?
The thought that everything I do will never be enough?
Is it the things I can never seem to say?
The me that I can never seem to be?
Is it the thought that my true self will be revieled?
I think the thing I fear most...is myself.