what do i do now?
i want to stay mad at you because you were wrong.
but i can't help but love you
you got him arrested!
no you didn't snitch but they were your pills.
you don't even feel sorry about it.
i should hate you.
but then i think of how you use to make me happy and how i like your hugs.
i smile dispite my anger, i fight tears.
hating you should be easy after what happened in july, now this.
but i can't hate you i just cant, i guess i fell and got stuck.
i’m sorry for that and i’m sorry for the pain i put my heart through.
i can't stop i will always care for you i guess.
god why cant i just hate you?
but instead i still love you.
so now what do i do i’m stuck!