Well then...

 I guess I don't matter anymore?

What the heck just happened?

I just went to do my own thing.

I was tired of how I was living so I changed.

Is change not right?

I just wanted to show you what I could do. I didn't mean for anyone to get hurt.

I didn't mean for any of this to happen.

One change.

It was small.

I didn't think they would notice.

I guess I waas wrong again.

I guess it's still not time.

I guess I was too early.

But now that I see what happened I wish I could go back.

I have come to far for that.

And now I can't look back.