Prior to shifting blame, ask of intentions. Who are you to claim that if you were me you wouldn’t do the same? Recreate my situation but you’re missing one circumstance. Success is not something to possess, it’s what to behold. Allow all to include their perceptions of perfection. Life is ambiguous only when we conceive fragments. Life is coherent, everything is relative; it’s a science. If you don't know perfection how can you tell me it's impossible? Perfection is abstract. Remember the common desire for joy. This is paramount! What will you do?! Engage in something better than just you!