I don't want to look in the mirror and see failure anymore.
I don't want to wish away my shadow.
I want to think of my reflection as beautiful.
Want to take pride in every one of my features.
So why is it so very hard to make myself into something I can accept?
Why is it so hard to simply let my image reflect the one I have been given?
Will I never see myself the way I was intended to look, when I have tampered with my own appearance?
Why can I not beat this?
Why can I not tame this demon inside of me?
Why is it that the hardest and longest war I have ever fought, has taken place all inside my mind?