I'm not scared of relationships,
I want a relationship.
I want to hold someone's hand while they drive down an open road.
I want to kiss their forehead when they feel sick.
I want to wake up to their smile after a nap on a rainy day.
I want all of that and more.
I don't want long hours of fighting.
I don't want to have to say "it was fun while it lasted".
I want a relationship,
but I don't want to deal with the downfall.