Disaster 

Mess

Wreck

What else can 

I use 

To describe 

My mind and 

My life?

I can't think

Straight and haven't 

Been able to 

Since god knows when

I can't hold 

A relationship for 

Longer than a year

I hate my mind

And myself

Alienated from 

My family

Very few

Friends that

Sometimes I

Wonder why

They even 

Stick around

I wonder what 

My boyfriend sees in me

I understand why 

I was always picked on

And taunted in school

I am different

Weird

A freak

A disaster

A mess

A wreck

What else can I say?