Everyone loves you

And I don't know why

Because you hurt me and break me

And leave with no goodbye

 

You make me investigate

Every thing that I do

Every thing that I think

Every action of you

 

I start picking apart

Every perspective and emotion

Creating a wildfire in my head

That couldn't be put out by an ocean

 

You make me feel bad

When you say you "love" me

Then I'm the one breaking

When the love is unseen

 

You have to be careful

Where you put your interest

Because some people have never been on the other side

of this

 

Don't say that's the truth

When you speak it

More than you do it

Because the truth is

There's a difference

between knowing it and feeling it

 

Stop stop stop

I'm tired of being the blamed

Of being lead to believe

That I'm making up stories

That I'm somehow playing the game

 

Sure tell me I matter

But of course avoid eye contact

And somehow expect me to believe

That you are speaking to me?

 

Please stop

Please stop speaking of it all

Not treating me like you say

And leaving me to make a call

 

You know what Im done

I'm done with searching

Done with believing in a love

that is hardly reciprocated