Ugly
You say I’m beautiful,
You kiss my hand.
You make me hopeful,
So take a stand.
You say forever,
You say to try,
Yes you’re clever,
You made me cry.
You tell my you’re sorry,
You tell me it’s wrong.
Our love is no story,
But a sad love song.
I know you still love her,
You’re stringing me along.
Happy is not what we were,
This is not where I belong.
You made me love you,
You made me care,
My feelings were true,
But yours were elsewhere.
I won’t fall in love,
I won’t do it for you.
Not pure like a dove,
Your words were not true.
Call me beautiful,
Then walk away.
I should have been careful,
What else can I say?
You made me heart sing,
You made me smile,
I ask for one thing,
But I was not worth your while.
It’s all my fault,
You deserve better,
I lost by default,
But you were my shelter.
I ran to you when I was scared,
I reached for you when I was sad.
I know you didn’t care,
But you were all I had.
You made me believe we’d always be together.
I was so naïve,
To think we’d last forever.
You won’t see my tears,
You won’t see my cry.
Love is my fear,
And now you know why.
I can’t see your face without a sting in my heart.
Then I think of our place,
And it tears me apart.
You look in my eyes,
You call me beautiful.
I know they’re just lies,
You were never truthful.
You tell me you like me,
You say we’re forever.
I can’t believe I couldn’t see,
We weren’t meant to be together.
Your kisses left me breathless,
But your eyes they said goodbye.
My heart was just a big mess,
And your lip they spoke lies.
You opened my doors,
You kiss my head.
You promised me more,
But you ran instead.
I look in the mirror,
Can you guess what I see?
The faces are clear,
But it’s not you and me.
You I’m beautiful,
Though I commit sin.
You call me graceful,
But I don’t fit my skin.
It’s too much to take,
Release me from your cell.
The heart I must remake,
To break our awful spell.
You said it’s magic,
You and I.
It’s more like tragic,
But I had to try.
Can I change how I feel?
‘Cause you’re not coming back.
Feelings I conceal,
For all that I lacked.
Still have my scars from yesterday,
But you’re already gone.
There’s nothing left to say,
You’ve already moved on.
You’re trapped in my heart,
And I can’t run away.
How did this start?
Now I want you to stay.
It gets under my skin,
To see you again.
You remind me him,
And my pain would begin.
It kills me inside,
Because I knew they’re all lies.
I’m not beautiful,
Please be truthful.
Don’t lie to me,
Say I’m ugly.