Two-Sided Heart
Two full of chaos
one living a lie
the other unsure of intentions.
One Cancerian
the other Scorpio.
Scared of emotion
hidden in a shell.
Two sides to her heart
but full of love.
They live in secret
from their parents
unknown of their own love
a box kept under the bed
will they ever know?
Both I love
both I dream of
both I wish to have.
Aching from my chest
a need to hold them near
kiss away the tears
whisper away their worries.
Love
I need it
but it rips the stitches from my tattered soul.
I can’t leave the past
but I want to
yet I want it back again.
I want the love I had
I need the affection once more
and I’ve been waiting long enough.
I thought I found it
yet it feels like I haven’t
like that need is to be filled
by the one who left me on the streets.
But the one who took me in
I love her too
and she loves me
but I love them both.
How can a heart belong to two?