Anxious Love
What worries me most is the timing
We feel and think so much
I don't want to ruin this feeling
Why do we have to rush?
I want you now, stong feelings of lust
Your physical presence is craved
My heart is big, my mind is broad
Please don't let me cave
I feel so good, but anxious too
This is all new to me
Different from past relations
I'm afraid to see what it means
He's so kind and deep and caring
So strong and intelligent too
My face hurts when we talk
From smiling at him woo
I act as if I don't know, the value of myself
As if his infatuated words, aren't known very well
When in all honesty I know, all of the greatness I've withheld
But I also know my weaknesses, & the faults of the world
I'm afraid to become a statistic, or otherwise become blind
For feelings tend to do that, influencing the mind
Let's do this right, my mind keeps saying
But what does that actually mean?
I tear apart the situation
But find nothing to better explain
So I beg the universe to lead the way
Signaling the good and bad
Please help me avoid destruction
I don't want to end up sad