Its so hard to be strong when you want to be weak Its so hard to wake up when you just want to sleep Its so hard to leave the house when you just want to curl up in bed Its so hard to eat when you don't want to leave your room Its so hard to fight when you can't stand up Its so hard to breath when you just want to die Its so hard to smile when you are paralyzed Its so hard to have fun when you just can't Its so hard to see light in the dark when you can't see the light switch Its so so hard And now I'm slowly falling apart