The true me only shows up in the dark when no one is around.   When someone sees the true me, my smile is turned into a frown. I am embarrassed to look that person in the eye.  No one can know the true me even after I die.  Because if i pull the curain back, I will be judged.  And if I'm judged, I will hold a lifelong grudge.  So the true me, will be kept deep down inside.  Where the true me will forever hide.