Toxic love
What lies beneath
a breach of integrity
a struggling recovery plateaued
Resulting in a eminent demise
Forfeiting a prosperous balance
Of what could have been one of the greatest feelings indulged
Must be the wiser
I struggle through
my heart lays naked and pained
almost certain I've never felt this way
different
struggles all of her own
accepted
my heart bleeds
I can't get more
need more...
blinded...
I lay in my own self-pity
wishing
praying
seeing past the damage
Im a lost soul
not much more.
I try to resist...
I battle
cry
most alive
by her side
prove a must...
twisted
from my own emotions
lost and scorn
Hidden behind weathered eyes...
Today I dream
Tomorrow I thrive