...Who knows what I would've put me through...
Though these words are true and they seem to hurt to you,
I must admit that there is always a bit of satisfaction that seems to seep through.
I want to protect myself from the danger of you, but part of me knows you're too perfect to add to the pain I've already been through.
But as stated before I still want to thank you because even though we don't know what the future holds and we can only live righ here, right now, somehow you have slowed down my hated for myself,
Because honestly without you,
Who knows what I would've put me through.