The Teenager With A Crush

A thought flows through your mind about him.

And some people are strong enough

To leave it at that.

But then, there's You,

you, who let it take hold of the heart and unlock the door to the  

forbidden kingdom where possibilities and dreams lead to disappointment

and a vast emptiness that can never be filled because he is unapproachable, untouchable.

Why you ask?

It's because his heart has been filled with the love of another.

His heart is etched with her name.

His mind

His soul

And THIS draws you even more to him 

because of that POSSIBILITY

that "if it was me..."

So you write notes into your red little organ as it pulses music through your veins

causing you to ache for change that will never come

for attention that cannot be

because his heart belongs to the one who came first

the one who you long to replace.

The longing becomes greater until it hurts and now you wondering

why did you even have that thought in the first place

He could never see you the way you see the Sunlight reflect on the ripples of the ocean when you stare into his eyes

He will rather have peace in heaven then be with the likes of you!

It's so true when all you can do is love him so dearly and he only sees you as limited

 because the access code is lost in the bank of America's friendly woman.

At this stage, you understand that this is just the means of the overwhelming crushing

that shapes our hearts for the one you will cherish" until death do us part".

And he will be that one...

I suppose...

He will be...

 

 

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