When life is rough and times are becoming tough
I tend to focus more on love than lust,
I have cried to may tears and waisted too many years.
I became alone and non-usefull to the world.
They talked about me untill i was turning blue.
I had no friends just dreams and ties of me and you.
I wanted to die alone, they left me there in fear.
Talked about me so bad ,and hit me so hard.
One time they beat me so intense , I lie and told my mom it was a incident.
I knew if I said something theyll hurt me more, I knew i need to stand up , i wanted to atleast get out the door.
Pain was real, i had to chance of forgetting what this past and present had brung.
This time the tears were real and i had to deal,
Deal with the pain and the ache is why I chose to fake.
Fake the happiness and glow in my smile I had.
One day I stood up, I wanted to make a change.
I wanted them to know more than just my name.
I decided to play this game and at the end I wanted to see who would reign.
It didnt work , but i chose the right path , the path of life would begin.
The wind would blow my tears and I would stand up to my fears.