I've been holding back these tears
for so long
When I finally blink them away,
I suddenly find more reason
I've gotten into such a mess
surely I don't deserve self pity.
The oddly comforting, merited right
Because the blame is mine
But then I crumble again.
Here I am.
I've cried out for help so many times,
and every time I tthink I see shore
I find myself drowning again
So I've given in to these tears.
Is that what you wanted?
Is that what it takes to get results?
Would you prefer I cry?
I'm crying now.
Is it working?
Are my tears working?