"Why? Why would you tear yourself in two?"
A brief pause,a sigh
"My life in in shambles. I try and try and try to pick up the pieces
I try to start over,forgive
I try to make something of myself
But I can't keep doing this."
A break in my voice
Disobeying my mind
I took a deep breath and
"I'm trying I'm trying please believe me I'm trying"
-3 AM sessions