I am open in my mind,
open in my soul,
I am open out loud but you don’t really know me.
In my heart it means much more to me.
I’m glad that you were there.
I am glad that you said you cared,
because I believe you did.
You helped me create a world that wasn’t my own.
You related to me, you gave me an escape.
You gave me a journal for the times I couldn’t escape my own life.
You said I was stronger then a lot of people but I didn’t feel that way.
My dad left us.
He just left me and my mom…
I see him but he is not the same.
Or maybe the person I saw was never him?
He was living another life.
I’m sorry I did badly in class, it was hard to concentrate.
The only thing I cared about was Agriculture, sheep.
They were my escape, my passion, my love
And you knew that, but I feel when I did bad, you were ashamed.
I knew you for but a year, but you had a huge impact on me.
I miss you a bunch,