Sweet Baby Blue, you're a beautiful soul. They underestimate you. They push you to your limits. They tell you what path you should take in life. They tell you to chase what they believe is sure to be a better outcome than to follow your heart. And they don't see the hidden scars and bruises of life that you see. You're not broken. You can be too selfless sometimes and you don't realize it until the end of the day. What they overlook is that you have a beautiful heart. All you want is to live your life, love, and be loved. But they take you for granted and some people even use you because of it. You're a beautiful person, Baby Blue. You do your best and you never let anyone take advantage of you. You just want what's best for everyone you love and yourself. You wanted love, but you looked for it in the wrong place. Everybody makes mistakes. You've probably heard this a thousand times before, sorry if it's cliche, but it's gonna be OK and it gets better. You're a beautiful person and no one should abuse your heart like that. I'm sorry if this is weird. *laughs*. God bless, bro. God bless. I wish you all the best and I'm here for ya. There may be a variety of things that you're going through right now that I might not understand, but I'll do my best.