'' They're all going to laugh''
'' Im ugly ''
'' Why me?''
'' Can I just skip school?''
Why cant I be like the others, myself im destined to smother
to drown in my own tears
all this hatred within my last 4 years
I constantly tell myself you are beautiful, you are someone, but who am I kiddin'
Not even my own mother can underatsnd all the lost secrets I have hidden
My father beats me, rapes me , then tells me that he loves me
If that is love, then what could hate be?
Why cant I be loved aren't I special to?
Back to school to my special room or better known as the bathroom
I hide it all, no friends to call
Make my way home, up into my room
Post the chair on the wall, the hang of the rope, and one loud '' BOOM!''
Noone to care, noone to share my deep lost emotions, so within one motion
I AM Free!