Suffocating Dreams
my jealousy fuels a fire, uncontrollable,
devastatingly beautiful.
it eats every ounce of fresh air.
a rage builds inside.
almost to sweep me away,
but leaves me dangling on dreams
just to make me suffer.
i must enjoy the suffering,
so i have began to think.
as the red monster clashes with my lasting hopes.
my attempts of drowning the flame have failed.
i only come back for more.
and more.
more.
more.
give me more.
suffocate me.
leave me on the cusp of life and death.
here is where i find peace.
this must be peace.
This poem is about:
Me
Our world