Things got tough PLENTY of times.
But you don't just up & leave like that.
It's so difficult to believe you when you say you care because your actions prove the exact opposite.
I haven't heard from you in days.
You don't treat me the same.
I'm not a monster. I'm not evil. I don't want to hurt you anymore.
But there's a wide open door
In my heart
Where you lied and schemed and betrayed
Thought you said you weren't like them...but people are capable of anything & I gotta stick firm to my beliefs.
This isn't you.
Don't you think I've suffered enough? Don't you think you've punished me enough?
I don't know what else you want from me.
I literally would give my life for you & you wouldn't even glance in my direction.
We're 2 different people with 2 different hearts.
I care too little in the beginning & too much in the end.
You care too much in the beginning & not at all at the end.
My heart is battered, bruised and ruined from where your actions left a mark.
Your heart is black or nonexistent.
I caused that.
And I'm sorry for changing such a beautiful person.