I sit here thinking about you all the time

Sitting here writing poems, trying to make them rhyme

I miss you so much, lifes not the same

I finally caved in and Satan made my despair his game

Theres not a moment that goes by that im not teary eyed or sad

I wish that you would come back, or atleast still cared just a tad

Seeing you with him was like an arrow piercing my already fragile heart

It slowly kills me, like ive been hit by a poisonous dart

I still feel the same way i did when we first intertwined our hands

But i also now feel alone, like im the only one in the stands

The wounds youve given me cant be mended by anything on earth

Im not sure if its even possible for my happiness to rebirth

I try so hard to move all of this out of my head

But whenever i try to forget you, its a moment i dread

So youre staying with me forever in a mental way for sure

I refuse to ever let you become just a blur

Lifes so different, and i know itll never be the same

I really loved you with all my heart, my love really was insane

You changed my life, you were my closest friend

I cherished every time i pushed that little button labeled send

I know you think i deserve better, but i think thats a lie

I still only want you, even though you caused my heart to die

Its becoming a realitythat i will never have another chance

And it breaks my heart to know that we will never again get to dance

I had hoped you wouldnt leave me, because it was a promise you made

Its so obvious now that my happiness is gone, but my depression stayed

Im starting to think that my life will always be this way

But even though you are physically gone, you will always mentally stay