He’s my own self destruction stillborn child come to life, the best person anyone could ever know. But getting him to stay was an impossible task and just like a comet he flashed through my life, blinding me with his unique beauty and passion. And now I am broken, damaged goods.
Theres nothing I could wish for more than for him to realize i'm the one who can show him the greatness in his bones and I wish he had stayed because I got a glimpse of his striking beauty. I tried to give my all and he rejected it and left me broken. My devil in an angels body has proved too good to be contained. Where he finds refuge I fear is an unstable stronghold and may crush him at any given moment.
I wish he could know how I will always be here to witness his greatness and beauty and passion. I will never blame him, I will never abandon him and I will never stop loving my stillborn child, devil in an angels body, come to life. And for this I will always be lost and broken, roaming from temporary to temporary. There is no hope for those who have lost this beautiful stillborn child come to life.