the start (freezing heart)
(10/01/2019)
3:16pm
i can’t do this,
do this anymore.
when are you going to have good days so i can tell you about my problems ?
i don’t really wanna tell you about them,
i just want you to know that you cause some of them
but i caused them in the first place by even letting you make a move
but i was naive
but i am naive
but i dont know
and i’ve been crying lately
hell, i’m on the verge and off the cliff
i’m basically crying right now
but we all know we gotta suck it up before class comes.
everybody having a bad day today.
ion know what type of day i’m having
i didn’t know what bipolar consist of
are you really bipolar ?
or is it that the drugs hit in such a way that you get those emotions ?
i’m tired of carrying your baggage
hold ya on
maybe i let you in too deep
maybe that little bit put some of your problems in me
maybe i shouldn’t have never let you touch me
i should have never let you touch me
now i cry to much
and i’m behind so far
and i don’t care no more
but maybe it’s just more hormones
but i think i’m truly feeling this
but what are enlightening moments
and like i said before
ion really want you
and i think it’s mutual
i don’t care at this point
why don’t you ever go outta your way to make me happy ?