my life wasnt right
all i wanted to do
is grab a knife and
leave it all behind
thinking it would make
things right...not knowing
that i was gonna hurt the people I love .
I couldn't take all the words ,
they were saying to me , I let
it all in thinking it was gonna end but it never
did...people laughed which made me cry.
making me wanna end my life , so many
times underneath this smile is a crying soul
for help , looking every where there was no one
left so i looked right but still no one
Even though the words wasn't right
I still tried to fight and hide the tears
from my eyes , and think of my bestfriend friend words
which made me smile even though i didnt believe
I still had a dream, that one day ill be happy .