Spirals
Beginning, a little inkling come back to haunt
A spark of darkness in a quiet font
The weight of life as little things stress
No time for lunch here
A skimpy paycheck there
Add on extra things to try to make up for the pushing pressure
A new person, a shot at love, perfect chemistry
Then time grows shorter
The walls shrink in
Fifteen minute time limits to kiss and talk as gas burns
A constant rush
Constant push to be somewhere and be someone
A spiral begins
The pushing and pulling forms a maelstrom
Sucks you in as you fight
Try to swim away gently, reduce the frictional drag
Finally, more time to sleep and growing accustomed to sleeping less
Yet somehow the eye bags become permanent
And energy only stays for five-hour incremements
Then the exhaustion hits again
So we bring in water and food to keep the beast awake
Yet somehow the spiral grows darker
Try to desperately grab something
Handle it all
Test time
As the bank account dwindles in a precarious ratio to it growing
And the remedies all seem so distant and out of reach
But still the hope remains
Ready to be broken, shattered, ripped away like a baby
And the heart splits in two
Pulls away from the body
And the interests seem confilicting
But the strength can't seem to be mustered to figure out the answer
To all the questions being asked
And the mind seems to shut down
Go on autopilot
Break
Before it even discovers the bottom of the spiral
As the darker remedies tempt
And we begin to wonder if we would even see the bottom when we are there