Someday it'll all be Okay
Location
You make me want to scream
Coming back here
Day after day
Night after night
With those bloodshot eyes
Eyes that used to shine so bright
Those fingers shaking
Fingers that used to dance over violin strings
And I can’t turn you away
No matter how hard I try
Because in your face
I see a warped reflection
Of the person you used to be
Even though anger boils up in me
You threw everything away!
You could have been beautiful
But now you’re here
Standing at my door once more
Your clothes ratty and covered in dirt
Wearing only one shoe
Your hair in greasy tangles
You never would have been seen like this
Where is your PRIDE?
Where is your SHAME?
It must be in the dark hole
Where you keep your dreams and ambitions
Because the drugs only matter now
Do you think me stupid?
I know you still take them
Do you not remember I watched you spiral down into darkness
Clinging to drugs because sometimes life got too much
But I was there for you!
I was ALWAYS there for you!
Do you not remember the time you overdosed on my couch?
I took you to the hospital and stayed by your side
I was fired for it
I knew I would be fired for it
And yet I stayed
Because to me you are worth it
But I am not worth enough to you
And as you stand again at my door
Soaked to the bone from the rain
I can feel the anger build up inside me
The bitterness and hate and disappointment
And yet I open the door and let you in
Because even though you are an idiot who will die on the streets
You will always be my friend