Sunlight kisses my skin.

Wind blows around me.

Water touches my toes.

Leaves float around me.

The chaos inside is overwhelming.

Pain crashes against the dam of my mind,

Threatening to flood my senses.

Anger pushes me to the brink of explosion.

Sadness swells in my eyes.

One word is heard in this cacophony,

Ringing through me like a thousand bells;

Why?