Silence So Loud
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She cries out in pain with hunger two days without food maybe three
she can’t tell
her mommy sits there doing another hit in a constant state of buzz
why is she being ignored?
what’s going on?
she doesn’t get where this hurt comes from
she’s young
never learned to talk
or maybe she’s just too scared
her daddy drinks his pain then comes home and lashes out
so loud it hurts her ears
till they bleed a deep red blood
the hits, so hard everything is black
black and blue
again and again they come until she’s almost done
she just wants it all blocked out
the pain the violence and even her own silence
why wont they listen?
is there someone out there to save her? Can anyone come save her?
she longs for a voice that isn’t given to her
kept in the dark for so long
used to have a brother
he’s long gone now
alone in this perpetual state of hell
wishing for liberation out of her damnation
she looks up at the sky like her mommy sometimes does
wishing for some help that she knows will never come
she lies back down on the dirty stained floor
hoping to make it to tomorrow
but at the same time hoping not to even more.