Shredding
Location
I close my eyes and I see myself
Outside; shinning with a lust of gold
Inside; dying, rothing and getting old
If I could rip off, take all of this off
Make it a brighter day outside in
Hoping to find someone that wants to join in
Darkness has taken my heart
I reject Darkness and now I'm falling apart
The light is in e, to change who I am
Slowly changing to who I want to be
Luckily I'm not some cheap wannabe
I'm me, in the wrong moment, and time
Shapping my being into a better being
No one gets who I want to be
Free, happy, loved, and useful
Not some lonely, sad fool
It have taken me time to know who I am
Stopping this charade is all I can do
Not beeing me feels like a voodoo
But I'm proud of not being a doll
It causes more pain than a troll
My story is changing, so am I
Not sad, but happy, that's how I am
What can I say I'm not the same