Self Harm
(NOTE: Self harm is never the answer to your problems. Seek out help from a parent or another adult to talk out your problems, don't turn to self harm because your life is valuable no matter how tough life gets.)
Scars,
Scars, scars, and more scars
running up and down
my arms
None that you can see
None of them are healed
None of them are skin deep,
but they are oh so real
Trembles of the hand
Twitching of the fingers
Bruises under the surface
Oh the damage these scars can do
At home at last
HIding in the dark
Not a soul can see you
As you begin to mark
Mark up your arms,
Mark up your soul,
Mark up everything and anything
that makes you feel afraid and alone
Release all your pain,
You see blood on the carpet,
Laying next to your palm,
You feel the sorrow you've endured
No one knows your pain
You know they never will
Only you can see the pain
and only you kow how it feels.
No one knows you,
Only you truly know yourself.
But you want to open your heart,
Open it to someone else.
But who can you turn to in a world that's so cold?
Who can you trust to keep your secrets,
those new and old?
The truth is, there is no one.
Not even yourself
No one to lean on for shelter or help.
This war is your own
BUt you already know this;
Time has taught you well.
Again you feel your eyes wander to see what you've done
Nothing has changed
The pain is not gone
YOu put down the razor
pick up a shirt and wrap your wrist
to keep away the dirt
You hope it heals nicely
and soon goes away,
but you know this pain that you feel,
will forever stay.