I killed so many versions of myself
just so that I could survive
people exclaim you have changed
I had to so that I could live
Do I owe an explanation or an apology
sorry I don't think so..
yes I killed so many versions of myself
so that I could survive
I learned to detach , forget, forgive
be indifferent,
I am just trying to return to myself or
what is left of me , the real me
I dont know how long will it take
but i will return to that place
I must , so when every journey goes forward
i am choosing to trace backwards
to the origin of all origins.
just to rediscover my true self
To that single consciousness
Of pure light and bliss
I must return
To myself