Searching
Mark 7:21-23
21 For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, 22 thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lewdness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness. 23 All these evil things come from within and defile a man.”
Searching for inspiration on a dead end trail
Not meeting any there in search for understanding
Ignored the many signs posted in the edge
Behind me only time and distance ... before me just sinking sand
How did I get this far in this place to nowhere?
How did I survive so long on a diet of emptiness?
Who, where and how brought supplies of thoughtlessness?
How did I swallow whole the love for loneliness?
In search for self sufficiency always hanging on to others
Wanting to walk independently being carried by someone else
Acting like all is held together by the Heavenly Father
but struggling by the will and desire empowered by self
Opportunity not understood in issues of the heart
Self-imposed blindness becomes a guiding light
All will be well for now while the world seems to fall apart
Being sensitive to only me without the will to fight
Indifference framed the picture on the wall to the entrance
Of the chambers of the heart made with precious stones
Will preserved material that demands constant enhancement
A palace for and in itself corrupted to the bone
All evil proceeds from here under girded by the selfish
A well of good intentions on the highway to destruction
Insensitive to the need of others sustained by the hellish
Guided by a mind lost in confusion and reprobation
Jan Wienen