I don't want to remember 

associate these things with you 

and you  

and you 

I can't hear these phrases 

see those gestures  

and not think of those times 

when I was happier  

than I am now 

why must I only long for yesterday 

hope for tomorrow  

and be stuck in the present?  

fuck off  

stupid broken heart  

go die in a hole  

tender feelings

go bother someone else 

crystalline tears

and screw the amygdala 

I don't want to remember feeling anything anymore.