I don’t like being at home. I always start depressing myself. I don’t even know why.

I’m always so tired and I just sit and write. I don’t think about going out.

I never know what people around here do for fun. I don’t go out.

I have a boyfriend but we never really hang out. I don’t go out with my friends either.

I just sit. And watch anime usually. Until I run out then I just procrastinate my homework. I’m tired of school. I don’t like it anymore. It just isn’t as fun as it used to be.

And I don’t even consider band a class. It’s fun. Classes aren’t fun anymore.

I guess growing up isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. I wish there was more fun in my life.

Like I had a hobby or something... Nah, I don’t really have the time.

For the little I do it takes up a lot of time.