Sadness

Something is wrong with me. I don’t know why I feel this way. Why do I feel like i'm going to cry? What is this feeling people say is sadness. But I don’t know what sadness is. Maybe I am just lonely. But who would want to talk to someone that everyone is scared of. Who would want to talk to me the person that is hated. Tell me who would thats right no one will. Because everyone is scared. I am scared of what I am becoming. What am I becoming someone taribble no I am becoming a DEMON. Why does everything hurt. Why do people hate me. Is it because I am a DEMON. WHY AM I LIKE THIS!! I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP!! I WANT PEOPLE TO NOT BE AFRAID OF ME…..but everyone will always be afraid of me. My life will always be like this. I will always be the girl that is hated, the girl that everyone is scared of, the girl…..that means nothing…..to the world. The girl that is full of Sadness.