Sadness

Location

77041
United States
29° 52' 2.5968" N, 95° 35' 35.6604" W

I honestly don't know why I feel this way…
But there truly is something I want to say…
I wish that there was something I could do…
Something in order for me to be some what brand new…
Though this is because I don't want to lose my friends that I know are true…
I know for a fact that this will leave me with very few…
With time I've come to realize that I'm okay with that, at least that's what I used to think…
Because now is the time when I needed someone so bad…
And it's sad that i've come to realize that there is nothing I have…
I've come to see that I'm out of place…
I've come to see I don't belong…
I've come to see no on wants me…
Does this mean what I think?…
Give me one second and I'll take that fatal drink…
All I want to do is be happy and that's it…
Am I asking for a light that was never meant to be lit…
Is it that bad for me to be okay?…
This really is something I would like to say…
I hope that one day this will all be right…
That I will no longer have something that I need to fight…
This life was not meant for me…
I don't know what Im supposed to be…
Maybe this is how it was meant to be, for me the world to see…

Comments

Temple1

Someone is truly going through the motions.

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